It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.

I just found out that I have moodswings.
I can be really elated now and get really pissed later by nothing.
Oh I don't know. I don't even know what I want in my life.
I don't know if I want to stay in Woodlands Ring.
I don't know if I want to go for the TA audition.
I don't know if I want to be a singer/musician next time.
I don't know who I want to be.
No one can answer my questions.
No one.

I can get really emotional now and get really excited later.
For instance, I'm gonna get real excited about telling you that I wanna join a basketball team.
I know it sounds weird but I wanna try out.
Maybe hockey too..?
I've been wanting to learn more about guitar, hockey, basketball and skateboarding.
Haha. 4 more activities to make my life worse than it is. Probably the worst.
I don't think I'm going to continue my dance classes.
I'm just not born to be a dnacer I guess, but that doesn't mean that I don't know how to dance.
Haha.