It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.

I didn't got into SOTA.
So I can just cancel off my profile's dream.
SOTA's not my dream anyways.
I think I have a better shot at other stuff.
After all, like what Hani said, I'm not cut out to sing 'opera' songs. :D
Sighs. I really hate myself for not doing well in everything.
I'm not best in studies.
I'm not best in singing.
I'm not best in piano.
I'm not best in dancing.
I don't think I found my niche yet.
Oh god. I want to sing. I seriously want to sing.
And I want professional lessons.
I want to learn how to sing, how to make music and stuff.
I really want to. And I want to inspire people with that.
Well, maybe not inspire but you know.. haha.

Oh well. Thanks Hani, Jingwen and Wencan.
I needed someone to talk to and you guys were there.
Thanks a lot.
You guys are real good friends.
I can trust you guys.
Xoxo.