It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.

During this week, I've learnt how to view things from a different way.
I don't have to do anything for anyone cause I don't owe my life to them.
I just have to care for me, myself and my family. And of course, my closest friends too.

After some incidents, I've learnt how to forgive and forget.
Even though the other party might still not get over it, it's their business.
Even though I might not win, I still perservered and continue to work hard.
Even though I might not be the best, people whom I love still loves me.

After some time, I've grown. A lot.
I don't wanna care about how others think of me.
I'm just gonna work hard on what I care about the most, music and studies.
Even though I did not get into SOTA, I still love music, don't I?
And who says that I'm not as good as those people in an art school?
I might be even be better than them.
So what the heck.

My friends. Technically, I only have 3 friends. Close friends that is.
Friends that I tell my secrets to, friends that I have fun with, friends that I love.
Even though some people might treat me as though I'm insignificant, I'm not gonna try and prove anything to them.
Cause through that, I know that they are not my true friends.
And because of that, I found my 3 closest friends.

To those people who still can't forgive and forget, I pity you.
Cause you don't understand how life works.
No one does but at least some people are making the effort to make it better.
But you don't. So what the hell, your problem.
Work on it, but you probably won't cause you don't wanna improve, cause you think that you're the best. Good luck with that bud.

Ignorance is the best solution.