It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.

So today I had fun with Wencan, Rachel, Siewhui, Huili and Linhui.
Ate at KFC, Rachel bought a volleyball and we went down to my place.
Played volleyball all the way. LOL.
It was really hard. Rachel and Huili were like so pro can.
Linhui was good too.
Wencan kept serving balls. LOL.
Saw this Rex guy and he was like damn good.
Guess what, he was in woodlands primary.
I'm surprised Wencan didn't know him. :o

Anyways, I wanna apologize to my friends.
Especially Jingwen and Wencan.
Sighs. I shouldn't have reacted the way I had.
It's just that, there're really a lot of things going on.
Didn't get into SOTA, didn't win the competition, didn't get more A's.
Sighs. I didn't know how should I react too.
But I just shouldn't do it that way.
Maybe I'm too ambitious.
I'm really just trying to be my best in everything but I guess it's not working out for me.
But I don't wanna be the worst.
I guess I just want people to notice me..
Again, I'm sorry. I should be happy for the both of you.

And now I know why she left me.
Cause she knew that I'd end up like this.

P.S I got 120/150(Merit)for my pratical exam. :D