It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.

Yesterday night, when my uncle drove by the Cathay, I saw School of The Arts, Singapore. I can't help but to just feel a little upset because... I know I didn't prepare well for the audition last year and yet I was still complaining about not getting in when it's my problem in the first place. You know, sometimes I really want to work hard for something but idk, I feel like something's pulling me back. Idk what it is but... whatever.

I was just ranting up there anyways. I have something to say to all my friends in school especially the ones I always hang out with. I know that I sometimes talk like I don't care or whatever but I really do. I just don't want people to know that I care as much as they do. It might be a good thing or a bad one but I'm just like that. I always talk without thinking and I'm over-competitive. That's my weakness and I think you guys know that too. I talk without thinking most of the time and some of you might get offended so I'm here to say sorry? I really don't want any miscommunication or whatsoever because I want to have a great time with all of you all the time.