It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.

I didn't go to school today. Didn't feel like it cause I just feel like resting at home.. There's training tomorrow and I seriously don't know how I'm going to be able to cope with the physical difficulties that I'm already struggling with. My physical was never good. Nada. I just hope I can pull through tmr's training, that's all. So today I was looking through all my books and I found something... nice. Well I don't know if it's nice but it expresses how I feel so.. haha.

I thought she was my best friend

The best one I've ever had

Instead I found out the truth

And what I learned was sad.

We still call each other friends

But I feel we're far apart

Though we see each other everyday

I have a broken heart.

She has made new friends

And I have made some, too.

We are talking less and less

And inside I'm cold and blue.

Each and every night I pray

That she will finally see

How much I want our friendship back

And how much she means to me.

- Chicken Soup for the Preteen Soul 2.